Oh these poor souls who think their worlds are crushed. Nothing a cup of tea & a biscuit won’t fix.
The Biggest Coward is a man who awakens a woman’s love with no intention of loving her."
So everyone has weaknesses. What’s yours? Mine is I love too much. I hate myself too much. I throw up every day. I need a child. I miss my son. I will not be whole until i have another baby. The worlds a little bit too cold. It consumes everything like a soggy teabag with no morals but to stick to the side of the cup & hide away that little bit of sugar that could turn your frown upside down. I sit here with my loose fat stomach hanging over my out of date pyjama pants waiting for my man to come home with a cigarette hanging from my lips but no money to pay rent which was due yesterday. I want someone. Anyone to slap away my need of being mothered but then one moment passes & I suddenly don’t want anything to do with affection or love or the touch of another person. One thing is for sure. This cigarette is making me want to be sick. No putting my fingers down my throat tonight.
Men have a beautiful gift. They have a way of making some poor defenceless girl feel like she is the only one in the whole world. Along the way they drop their guard and suckle from the sweet teat of lies and confrontation until there is nothing left. Oh my dear friends, I am not a feminist. In fact, there is nothing more wonderful than the sight of a fully erect penis. The mannerisms of men seem to dwindle away the longing characteristic of any female whose head is hollow and ready to be harvested into a dark dome of his rules and regulations. We become immune to the effect of others and slowly drift further away from ourselves to be carved into his ideal mate. Don’t get me wrong, there are some women out their with serious issues who force themselves on young men and decapitate their only will to live. Do not hesistate to dive deep onto your soul and consider all the wrongs that have been put to you. All the ties you’ve let the world open up with happiness only to be swallowed whole by some dark temptress or decieving male. This is my story. Follow if you dare.